I Want To . .. .....

I want to run, I want to hide.
From all the pain she caused inside.
I want to scream, I want to cry.
Why can't I tell her Goodbye?

I want to move on, I just can't let go.
I love her more than she will ever know.
I want to start over, I want to feel free!
But this pain will never leave me.

She hurt me bad, the pain is deep.
From all the promises she couldn't keep.
All the lies, I heard her say.
Are in my head and just won't fade.

How can I forget her, leave  her behind.
Erase the memories from my mind.
She doesn't love me, and she never will.
She will never care, how I feel.

She Loves Him

She looks to him day through night,
She knows for him she has to fight.
She gives her soul…her body,
And her broken heart,
All for him to keep.

She’s lived life dark,
She’s wanted to die.
But now he’s taken in her heart,
And forever she will strive.

She prays to him to believe her truths.
He forgives her sins and takes her in.
He is life and life is Him.

She’s a new person,
No longer breaking herself,
For the fact of knowledge,
That he is always there to help.

Every night before she sleeps,
She bows her head,
And keeps it sweet.
Thanking god she isn’t dead.

He tells that story of her life,
Finally taking control.
After fifteen long, hard years,
She’s finally on her knees,
Screaming…
Lord please bless me.

Love Is ???

Love is the pulse in my vein,

the thoughts in my brain,

in every breath that I take,

the smile my lips make,

its in the twinkle of my eye,

till the day I die.

Love is the dream in my sleep,

its springs freshest leaf;

a love so rare like this

will always be with me for keeps.

Love is the warmth of my blood,

as my feelings flood,

as says my heart's beat,

its depth touches the ocean's feet.

even if its heart searing pain,

with nothing to gain,

I will feel it as the tear on my cheek,

and without words my soul will speak.

a feeling so sincere,

a bond so strong,

I know my soul will never guide me wrong.

I will wait till my last sunset,

till my heart slows down with a dull ache,

till my eyes are wet,

till I meet my soul's mate,

yes, I will wait.