Unspoken Love

You came to my life quietly, simple and the world stood still
I could not say a word or even simple gesture showed
So I love you in silence
Worship you in a distance
Dream of you from a far
The feeling was kept

I wanted to say I love you
I wanted to show you how I care
But became afraid, afraid that you'll laugh at me
Then in silence I try to find the fulfillment of my unspoken love....!!!!!!

You'll be Mine

l'd love to look into your eyes,
And be with you today.
You fill my heart with many things,
That I would like to say.


I love the way you smile and laugh,
With that funny little way.
Just makes me want to hug you,
Though so far away.

My love this day I send to you,
And hope you know it's true.
There's no one else I care about,
The way I care for you.


I want to say I love you;
Won't you please be mine?
You'll make me oh! so happy if,
You'll be mine!

Got Lost In Your Eyes

I get lost In your eyes
And I feel my spirits rise
And soar like the wind...
Is it love that I am in?

I get weak In a glance
Isn't that what's called romance?
And now I know
'Cause when I'm lost... I can't let go

I don't mind not knowing What I'm headed for
You can take me to the skies...
It's like being lost in heaven
When I'm lost in your eyes

I just fell Don't know why
Something's there we can't deny...
And when I first knew
Was when I first looked at you

And if I can't find my way
If salvation seems worlds away
Oh, I'll be found
When I'm lost in your eyes

I don't mind not knowing What I'm headed for
You can take me to the skies...
It's like being lost in heaven
When I'm lost in your eyes

I get weak in a glance
Isn't this what's called romance?
Oh, I'll be found
When I am lost In your eyes...

When You Love Someone So Deep Inside .. ..... ..........

When you love someone so deep inside,
It seems like it's so easy to hide.
You've loved him for so very long,
You would think he could do no wrong.

Every day you would hope and pray,
That he would always stay this way.
He treated you like you should be treated,
You thought your life was finally completed.

You thought your love was growing true,
And then one day it was all so blue.
He started putting you down and it hurt,
You thought all you were to him was dirt.

He started ignoring you and you wondered why,
All you wanted to do was curl up and die.
You thought your relationship would never end,
But that was all so fake and pretend.

One night he was so sweet to you,
You thought all those things were maybe untrue,
Two days later he was back the same,
You thought you were the one to blame.

He thought the relationship was getting too serious
And that you had become a little too curious.
By this time you knew it wouldn't last,
All the nice things he said were in the past.

You thought that you would marry him some day,
But this time God wanted to get his way.
You wanted things back how they were before,
But you knew this couldn't happen anymore.

It was a Saturday night about ten o'clock,
You heard the news and it wasn't a shock.
You knew this was going to happen soon,
As you laid there and cried in the pale lit moon.

A Rose Of Affection

If anyone should hurt you
And say a thing unkind,
Remember what I tell you,
And keep these things in mind.



For every one who makes you cry,
There are three who make you smile,
And a smile will last a long, long time,
But a tear just a little while!



If someone says a thing that's cruel,
Don't let it get to you,
There's so much good about you,
And your faults are very few.



So if a certain someone
Should act a certain way,
Just think of those who love you
And don't let it ruin your day.



Don't let someone who hates the world
Cause you to hate it too,
For behind the clouds is a golden sun,
And a sky that's bright and blue!

Accept Me

Accept me for what I am
Love me as long as you can
Then you will finally see
How strong my love can be

I’m destined the way I am
I see no hassle with that
That’s the truth from above
Everyone has to bear this fact

Everyone differs from others
Like me, so don’t bother
Noone can be like me
And i cant be like thee

So accept me for what i am
Im real and like no fakes
I think im a good person
For Lord never makes mistakes

...a note to my friends....

Dedicated to my few special friends:


Thousands f ppl..many faces…numerous voices…
But I choosed u…


Life comes with its own terms n conditions, a child takes birth in a family regardless of their wish…but soon realises dat dese are the people who will stand by dem in every need…


A bit later v find friends dat hold importance coz dis is d relation d very first relation chosen by us..
Dey become our second family…


But amidst dis all…v all have some one else also…as a part of growing v feel dat though v have the best family, amazing friends..but still dere is something which is not complete inside…v feel dat dere is a “void..”


N den as destiny takes us round..v meet dat “some one special”…n den d world is upside round…lol


But at tyms little confusions, regrets, expectations make us loose dat grip on d relation…v feel dat v have lost it…dat faith…dat love..which b4r was dere will never come back..n with dis assumption v decide to let it go off…yea…


But after some years v sitting among our families…who are laughing around…goofing vid each oder…”YOU” will feel alone…you will feel dat void again n den:


What is happening??
Why is this miss??
The way I am feeling..
Is the way I used to miss..
Is it a void ?
Or
Is it a hole?
Which tearing me apart
Is it my => SOUL
What can I do to make it heal??
What can I do 2 make it again beat??




But den u wont have any answers….n u ll feel lyk going back where u decided to LEAVE..


There comes a tym in our lyf when v feel dat d mistake is big enuf to let it go off…
V think d grudge is large to let go off..
Life is short n dis one will surely move on..
Will wait for no one…
Does’nt matter how strong u feel on n on…
It is true dat atyms v feel hurt…n v want dat pain to end…so dat we can again feel d way v used 2 be…we want dat relief…


But d answer 2 dis is neither “holding on” nor “moving on”….the answer is in d hurt itself…ven it seems difficuilt 2 trust…den start n try 2 evolve dat faith….

So if u feel that the relation was beautiful enuf..dat now just demands another chance..then give dat another chance before it is too late…becoz dere is no ryt tym to trust n dat will never come…its ryt now…its ryt here…believe again n u will see d hearts are mended..

HeartAche.. HeartBreak.....

I went through many pain and heartbreak
Getting hurt every one more time
But i never learned from my heartache
I keep striving to make you mine

I've wept, drenching my pillow
And i've wept all the tears in the world
My cheeks Shine bright from my tears
Hoping one day to me you'll turn

Through my story i should be blamed
B'coz you are the one who controled this game
In tears i smile, in joy i cry
Waiting one day this heart will be tamed

I cried and cried for the lies you lied
Yet the trust i have has never dried
Sitting by the window squeezing my curtain
Yearning of my heart I'll be loved again

Still In Love With You...

I'm still in love with you
Though i keep myself away
I live everyday on this thought
Wishing to have you one more day

My heart is so void and empty
Hearing the rattling noise inside
This noise of the broken pieces
Wondering whether like me you've cried

This pain lingers for very long
Which i'm sure you never knew
You just live everyday your life
Where i can never pass through

If ever things will get better?
Living my life without you here
Don't know whether it's bad or good?
I'll continue to cry for the coming years

My Angel....

My guardian angel is careless and free
It flew happily losing touch with me
But my cheeks are dampened by his tears
He has taken my smile like it's for free

When my lips shivered, quivered and frozen
It darkens in fear as the rain cloud visiting
Yet my angel is always content
For it wont abandone me since he's Godsent

But it loves to see me sad, afraid and alone
So that i will only weep in this wind cold
Showing my hands out expecting it to fall
So that i can embrace it like a precious gold

My pain can be felt by the angel's soul
It is willing to stand my misery told
I pray for this hurting to stop
So that my angel can taste my teardrops

Tears..........

As i watch my tears fall below
Unlike the tide, they rush very slow
Shining & sparkling with the moonlight
Carrying the happiness which no more in sight

The color they carry changing their tones
From white to red with the pain they hold
Paying no heed they want to escape
From those dim eyes that change the shape

As they rush carrying the emotions
The sob they accompanied with full tension
Shaking the lungs as noone could hold
Forming the pool below so cold

Building the wall surrounding myself
A wall of tears salty like hell
A shudder, a scream envelopping the soul
The dark loneliness taking his role

Accept Me The Way I Am...

Accept me for what I am
Love me as long as you can
Then you will finally see
How strong my love can be

I'm destined the way I am
I see no hassle with that
That's the truth from above
Everyone has to bear this fact

Everyone differs from others
Like me, so don't bother
Noone can be like me
And i cant be like thee

So accept me for what i am
Im real and like no fakes
I think im a good person
For Lord never makes mistakes

Longing

Drowning everyday in this misery
That this egoistic world has only for me
Should i give up & not fight anymore?
For I'm chased by hauting memories as I go

Save me God from this hell on earth
Take me to where I see no dirt
Do not abandone me however I'm in pain
Reform my affair, make me whole again

Take a knife and scratch my heart
Dig further and break it apart
All you can see is the darkness within
There's a devil that lives in my existence

Struggling, fighting to erase my sins
Only blackness is found when ripped my skin
Can't live or die in this numbness
But have to survive to please the rest

The End

I'm exhausted with all I have to say
The beautiful words i employ are rotten away
My boat is sinking more & more everyday
Still waving up for anyone come to my way

I realise as i work more i make it worse
May be i'm the victim to people's curse
But can't leave behind what belongs to me
Becoming pretentious to people i see

Although being confessed by words of love
I beleive on surface as the white dove
I know it in my heart, O my God I swear
I'm one in a million who suffers out there

I can only be what and who I am
This seems so hard, noone understands
I put my feelings into words that rhyme
To make you see and know, what is mine

Love

No stupid love song can describe what i feel
But the words conveyed are not more than real
Day by Day the clouds keep changing
But the feelings inside me goes around like a wheel

Love can be a great thing for me
Higher than the mountain deeper than the sea
But it has its own nature and trait
That can kill a lover silently

I realised one brutal fact
Noone can judge the love i have for thee
The fault is mine if ever I expect
The pool of tears will form under me

When turning back to look at myself
I feel I'm the stupidest girl alive
But than regretting of what I've felt
I rather walk on fire ready to die.