My Wedding

My wedding day
The day before it we had a fight
Bits and pieces stay in the mind
Your tears and my fright
For all you would not say,
Became as a wall between us that night.


My wedding day
So many lights
Wanting to disappear into the crowd
Can't you take me away?
Please, listen...
Hear the words I am afraid to say.

My wedding day
Why in the world am I here?
This isn't truly where I long to be...
Please, just say the words,
The ones you'd speak to set me free.


My wedding day
A smile on my face to mask the sorrow
This wasn't what I wanted....
I've truly only wanted you.
The biggest mistake I'll ever make...
Are these vows I'm about to take.


My wedding day
And in the end I am in your arms
But for only heartbeat; a moment-
You hold me close as your tears
 overflow.
All I ever really wanted was to hold you...
And forever it breaks my heart
That you chose to let me go.