Its the way you say i love you
& the way you hold my hand
Theres just so much about you..
I completely understand.Its the twinkle in your eye
I only see when you look at me..
Its the warmness of your hands
It sends a shock strait to my feet.
Its how you always amaze me
You suprise me all day long....
This i kno is true...
Baby, I'm in love with you!

Love is a Name Of Sacrifice

I will live a life of sorrow
so you can be happy tomorrow
all your pains will become mine
the pains you had in your past times

Might as well be my fault,upon ending
still trying to consume the words your sending
I know i need you in my life
since your happy,i'll replace you with a knife

My life is going to change since youve gone away
words are clustered together,never will i say
feels like my soulmate left me alone
when your gone,my mind does nothing but roam

I see you in my eyes, i cannot belive your smile
I see you,as i lay upon tiles
my sacrifice of love is you
It is one worthy and true ..

Yaad Kiya

Love Hurts But It never Dies.I do Remember That Time,I wrote These Lines.
I Had Everything thOugh Left With Nothing.

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Aj Phir sey Yaad kia hey tmhen tAnhai meIn,
dUba Hua hey dil sOch ki gehri meIn

Safar ki thakan hey,Kuch maan Mein Khof hey
Ek chehre ki talaSh Mein yUnhi lOat gai Yadoon ki parchai meIn ..

Jab b dekha gHor sey wo ajnabi he Laga,
Aghle he pal ban gia apNa Mukadar ki Larai meIn

Phir sey Pukara hey tmhen,Aney ka yaqin hey
Sada jO di hey dIl ney Ajab Shana'sai mein

Khud kO bharOsa nhi Intizaar ki ghari ko
Khatam ker dIya hey kHud Ko Anjaan jazbe ki Sachai meIn ..

Chalte Chalte

Kal Yunhi Chalte CHalte ek Sheher sey mera guzar Hua,
Veranian thi Her suu,UdasiyOn mein dUba Hua

Mohabat ki fIza thi kahIn kahIn,
Kisi Kisi mOr per ansUon meIn mIta ..

Ek Jagha Nazar MujkO Toota ParInda Aya,
Bebasi thi JiSka Mazher,ApnOn k HathOn lUta Hua

hasarton ney kia tha nAdhaal usey b,
her manzil pey Jiska mukaam Tha Ujra Hua ..

Na kOI humsafer na kOi sathi Tha,
JAney Kis Aas Mein abi wO baki Tha

Shaid kUch Umeed thI usset meri tarah,
Saans cHal rhi thI,Irada Aasmaan kO chuta hUa ..

.. kAl yUnhi chalte chalte ek shehar sey mera gUzar Hua !

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I am sIlently Moving tO wOrse and wOrse,and yeah wOrst is My DestinatiOn,Infct m bOund to it !

Full of Misery,tears .. But sIlent tears,falling DrOp by drOp,bUt whO cares ?

I am fOrced to live,thOugh I wish tO Live a Life at Its fUllest !

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I Write My Own Destiny

I know that you're my destiny
because i know this is real
and i know that you love me
because you show how you feel

I know that you're my destiny
and that we were meant to be
because i know that your love
is all i seem to need

I know that you're my destiny
and how i feel deep down is sincere
because when i'm with you i'm complete
and I always want you near

I know that you're my destiny
because you sweep me off my feet
and your touch is so tender
it makes my heart skip a beat

I know that you're my destiny
and i love the sweet things you do
but babe, all-n-all
i really love you ..

Tell me What Was My Fault ?

Where are you when I need you most?
You disappeared into the darkness
You left nothing behind but your memory
And for me to wait for you

Your heartfelt spirit is absent now
The smiles have wiped off the faces
Of the people you deserted here
You caused internal forever pain

I, the one you loved am crippled
Because of your sudden vacation
Your vacation that would last a lifetime
To a secret resort I will never know of

What made you decide to change your mind?
You made me feel I wasnâ??t good enough for you
Maybe that is true, maybe it is not
But now, how will I ever know?

I have been trying to thrust your memory aside
So I could get on with my life
I have tried to love someone other than you
Yet, somehow you remain the main focus

One Day You'll Miss My Presence

Upon my pillowcase,
Soaked with salty tears
Is perched a diary,
Filled with forgotten fears

Alongside the terrors
Ring a bell of gold
Inside a marble tower
My story will unfold
Pale stars trail behind
A long forgotton path
Memories are erased
And unto me is wrath

The room echos now
with the haunting voice of me
Calling from the diary
Reaching into night to see
A smudged world
where without my sorrow
Without my love
Life sings bitter and hollow ..

I Want All My Days Back

There were days where I wanted you back, but I knew and always will
Even the best of memories of then fall through...
Because your gone
and I did nothing wrong.
I loved you,
I cared,
you still did what I feared
left, without explanation
I still
to this day,
don't know why...
Thinking without you
I'll forever cry
You were the only one
I've ever loved
Other guys that came along
meant nothing, I hope you know.
You were my everything
wish you still were... but instead
I'm left with nothing ..

Once Upon A Time

Once upon a time..
..I loved the past
But now I've gone forward...
I've realized I cannot love the past while I'm in the present, so I let go...


I let go of those memories that held me captive for so long..
Those dreams I once knew that were brought to life by you,
Now are only there to help me fall asleep at night
I am going on by myself..

I am going forward into my future with hopes that my new dreams will someday come true just like you had done for me..

Once upon a time, in the past..

Pain Of My Lonely Nights..

Watch as this tear falls into empty space
See it fall into life's nameless place
Can you see the sparkle as it catches the light
That sparkle once was happiness that is no longer in sight
As it falls watch it, its color has changed
From blue to bright red, it has a wide range

There it goes all alone, it continues to fall
With it, it takes the emotion, the emotion of all
Wait, can you hear it? A sob has broke free
Has shook the lungs cold, but yet it continues to be
Here it comes, a force has been built between the eye
A wall of shear water, it's now time to cry

A shudder, a scream, darkness envelops your soul
The darkness of the night has taken its toll ..

Kab Lot Ke Aaoge Bata Kyu Nahi Dete,
Deewar Bahano Ki Gira Kyu Nahi Dete !

Tum Paas Ho Mere To Pata Kyu Nahi Chalta,
Tum Door Ho Mujhse To Sada Kyu Nahi Dete !

Kuch Ghut Si Gai Hain Mere Jazbaat Ki Saanse,
Tum Apne Iraado Ki Hawa Kyu Nahi Dete !

Ek Tere Siva Aur Kisi Ko Bhi Na Chaha,
Ye Baat Zamane Ko Bata Kyu Nahi Dete !

Bahar Ki Hawaon Ka Agar Khauf Hai Itna,
Jo Roshni Andar Hai Bujha Kyu Nahi Dete !

Hizra Naseeb Hoon Teri Mehfil Gar Sanam,
To Naam Mera Dil Se Mita Kyu Nahi Dete !

Raaton Ko Jaagne Ki Saza Dete Ho Aksar,
Tum Humko Wafaon Ka Sila Kyu Nahi Dete !!