Trying To Forget You.....

Up until now
I had so much to say
but it's everything I've said
That's gotten in my way

I won't talk about you
Anymore to anyone
The time for that has passed
It's just over with and done

Supposed-to-be forgotten words
are still dancing in my head
And I'm just trying to "not remember"
A single thing you've said

I wanna forget all about you
Who you are and what your name is
Cause it's causing so much pain
And I honestly can't take this ..

I Want All My Days Back

There were days where I wanted you back, but I knew and always will
Even the best of memories of then fall through...
Because your gone
and I did nothing wrong.
I loved you,
I cared,
you still did what I feared
left, without explanation
I still to this day,
don't know why...
Thinking without you
I'll forever cry
You were the only one
I've ever loved
Other gals that came along
meant nothing, I hope you know.
You were my everything
wish you still were... but instead
I'm left with nothing ..

If I Could ..

If I Could Fly
I'd Show To You The Sky
I'd Take You To The Stars
We Could Make Out On Mars


If I could Breath Under The Sea
We Could Hang Out With The Dolphins And Join Them For Tea
I'd Find For You The Biggest Pearl
Happy In Knowing You Were My Girl



If I could Travel Through Time
I'd Go Back To When You Were Mine
I'd Stop Myself Messing Up And Treating You Bad
And Throwing Away The Best Thing I Ever Had

Come to Me, Dont ever Go Away

Where have U gone?!
The one that was always there
The one i depended on

With everyday that goes by
I feel we drift apart
Further and further away
But forever in my heart

Please come back to me
And don't leave me alone
I feel so empty
I feel so cold

I love you i do
With everything i am
But please come back to me
And hold me where I stand ..

Love Kills ..

Suno , Kisi ne sach kaha tha ye,
Mohabbat mar nahi sakti ..

Magar ,

Adhura sach suna humney,
Mukammal sach to yeh hai k ..

Mohabbat khud nhi marti ,
Mohabbat maar deti hai ..

Memories Play a Confusing Role

You left me not too long ago
And yet it seems like forever,
I reminisce the day you left all this time
Because I was right there beside you..

I can't seem to get over the feelings I had,
At that very moment I felt so alone,
It grew cold in the room
That I lost all feelings and sense..

All I had was pure silence and disbelief,
I saw people moving towards you all around me
And yet I couldn't move a step towards you,
I couldn't distinguish my emotions
Because I wasn't sure of them..

I felt soo much anger and sadness, but I couldn't cry
At that moment I wasn't sure what was wrong,
And now a year & a half later it all comes back to me
Every tear I held in falls, and now I can't seem to stop..

I've realized how much I missed you
And how much I've needed you here
But there is no way for me to reach out for your touch.
I feel so alone right now,
That I just wish you could take me with..

I Missed You

Today I thought about you

and I realized something.

I felt like a part of me was missing,

and I discovered it was you.



We're so comfortable around each other,

and we don't have to think about

what we say, or how we say it.

I missed that today. I missed you.



I thought of the times when we

kicked back, shared our dreams, our hopes,

and plans ~ and you really listened.

I missed that today. I missed you.



Remembering your smile,

and how you made me smile ~

created a smile.

I love how being just who we are is enough.

I missed that today. I missed you.



And so, as you go through your busy day,

and I go through mine,

please know that you often cross my mind,

and I missed you today. I missed you.

Bhula Diya..........

Suno!
Main Jee Raha Hoon
Jaan Loo
Nami Ankhon Main Rehti Bhi Rahe To Kya
Main Abb Bhi Muskurata Hoon
Suno!
Yeh Dil
Keh Jiss Ko Dekh Na Paye
Yeh Mera Dil
Boht Se Daagh Rakhta Hai
Magar Phir Bhi Dharakta Hai
Ke Main Ne Abb Bhi
Judaioon Ke Taweel Zard Mosmoon Main Bhi
Unn Meethi,Talakh Sari Yadoon Ko
Apne Damann Main Chunn Rakha Hai
To Kya Hua Hai
Jo Tum Ne Sab Kuch Bhulla Diya Hai
Wo Sare Mosam Muhabatoon Ke
Meri Mataye e Hayat Hain Wo Purane Lamhe
Tumhari Yadein, Mera Ehsaas
Wo Sarey Mosam Muhabaton Ke
Wo Sari Batain
Tumhara Lehja
Gaye Huye Mah O Saal Sarey
Wo Ehde E Rafta
Abhi Bhi Muthi Main Qyed Hain
Wo Sabhi Sitare
Muhbaton Ke Wo Ishaare
Wo Sabb Ishaare
Keh Main Ne Abb Bhi
Judaioon Ke Taweel Zard Mosmoon Main Bhi
Unn Meethi,Talakh Sari Yadoon Ko
Apne Damann Main Chunn Rakha Hai
To Kya Hua Hai
Jo Tum Ne Sab Kuch Bhulla Diya Hai

Beet Jaye Na Kahin Raat Koi Baat Karo
Jane Phir Kab Ho Mulaqaat Koi Baat Karo


Bewafa Mujh Ko Kaho Ya Koi Shikwa He Karo
Hai Gawara Teri Her Baat Koi Baat Karo


Rooth Jao Har Bar Tumhain Mana Lain Gay
Kuch To Samjho Mere JazBat Koi Baat Karo


Tujh Ko Dekha Hai To Thamnay Lagi Zakhmon Ki Jalan
Do Na Dard Ki SoGhaat Koi Baat Karo


Mausam-e- Hijar Mein Viraan Hai Mere Dil Ki Zameen
Pal Mein Ho Jaye Gi Barsat Koi Baat Karo

MY LAST WISH

One coin left inside my pocket,
I came upon a wishing well.
Hesitantly I tossed it in,
Now only time will tell.

Whether my wish will be granted,
Or, I shall be denied.
Peace of mind or empty pockets,
At least I know I tried.

Once I had so many coins,
All were wasted in the past.
Broken dreams, and empty promises,
Now I'm down to my last.

Life is but a coin toss,
Whether or not your dreams come true.
With my eyes closed, I heard the splash,
Then wished that I had you.

Once upon a time the colors of the world started to quarrel.
All claimed that they were the best. The most important.
The most useful. The favorite.



Green said:"Clearly I am the most important. I am the sign of life and of hope.
I was chosen for grass, trees and leaves. Without me, all animals
would die. Look over the countryside and you will see that I
am in the majority."

Blue interrupted:"You only think about the earth, but consider the sky
and the sea. It is the water that is the basis of life and drawn up by the
clouds from the deep sea.
The sky gives space and peace and serenity.
Without my peace, you would all be nothing."

Yellow chuckled:"You are all so serious. I bring laughter, gaiety, and warmth
into the world. The sun is yellow, the moon is yellow, the stars are yellow.
Every time you look at a sunflower, the whole world starts to smile.
Without me there would be no fun."

Orange started next to blow her trumpet:"I am the color of health and
strength. I may be scarce, but I am precious for I serve the needs of human
life. I carry the most important vitamins. Think of carrots, pumpkins,
oranges, mangoes, and papayas. I don't hang around all the time,
but when I fill the sky at sunrise or sunset, my beauty is so striking that
no one gives another thought to any of you."

Red could stand it no longer he shouted out:"I am the ruler of all of you.
I am blood, life's blood! I am the color of danger and of bravery. I am
willing to fight for a cause. I bring fire into the blood. Without me, the
earth would be as empty as the moon. I am the color of passion and of love,
the red rose, the poinsettia and the poppy."

Purple rose up to his full height:He was very tall and spoke with great
pomp: "I am the color of royalty and power. Kings, chiefs, and bishops have
always chosen me for I am the sign of authority and wisdom. People do not
question me! They listen and obey."

Finally Indigo spoke, much more quietly than all the others, but with just as
much determination: "Think of me. I am the color of silence. You hardly notice
me, but without me you all become superficial. I represent thought and
reflection, twilight and deep water. You need me for balance and contrast,

for prayer and inner peace."

And so the colors went on boasting, each convinced of his or her own
superiority. Their quarreling became louder and louder. Suddenly there was a
tartling flash of bright lightening thunder rolled and boomed. Rain started
to pour down relentlessly. The colors crouched down in fear, drawing close
to one another for comfort.

In the midst of the clamor, rain began to speak:"You foolish colors, fighting
amongst yourselves, each trying to dominate the rest. Don't you know that you
were each made for a special purpose,unique and different? Join hands with
one another and come to me."


Doing as they were told, the colors united and joined hands. The rain
continued:"From now on,when it rains, each of you will stretch across the sky
in a great bow of color as a reminder that you can all live in peace. The
Rainbow is a sign of hope for tomorrow." And so, whenever a good rain washes
the world, and a Rainbow appears in the sky, let us remember to
appreciate one another.

Kaise Batayein ?????

hum kaise bataye ham kaise jiye ja rahe hai
har ek muskurahat me gam ko piye ja rahe hai
kehne se kahan kuchh hasil huya hai
hum kya bataye ke ham apane zakhamo ko
kis tarah siye ja rahe hai
kabhi to wafa karke bhi dekho na
hum kambakhat bewafai ka subut diye ja rahe hai
hum kaise bataye hum kaise jiye ja rahe hai

aarzu thi teri raah me dum nikle..

kasur tera nahi badnaseeb hum nikle..

jaha bhi jaye khush rahe tu..

dil se mere dua sada yahi nikle..

mere hontHon ki hasi tere hontHon se niKle

tere gum ka dariya meri ankhoon se nikle

yeh zindagi sada tumhe hasati hui nikle..

agar chahe to hume rulati hui nikle

agar zindagi me kabhi jeEna pade tere bin..

aye dost....................................................

teri judayi se pehle mera janaza nikle...

Kuch chehre aise hot ahi jo bhulaye nahin jaate..

Kuch chehre aise hote hai jo bhulaye nahi jaate,
Magar unse rishte bhi banaye nahi jaate,
Mehsoos to hoti hai dil ko khushi unhe dekhkar
Magar aankho mein unke liye sapne sajaye nahi jaate.

Mil jaate hain woh baar baar safar mei
Phir bhi hamsafar banaye nahi jaate
Unki chaahe kitni bhi baatein karte hon doston se
Yeh raaz bhi unko bataye nahi jaate

Phir bhi ham laakh na chaahe, yeh rishte khud ban jaate hain
banaye nahi jaate chup jaayein ehsaas agar dilon mai bhi
Aansu aankho ke to kabhi nahi jaate
Rishton ke safar main to saaye saath nahi jaate...

Ye Zaroori Tu Nahi

Ye Zaroori TO Nahi

Iss Duniya Ki BheeD Mein
Koi Tanha Na ho
Ye Zaroori TO Nahi
Hanstey Laboon KE PeechE
Koi Siski Na Ho
Ye Zaroori TO Nahi
Muskarati Aankhoon KE Peeche
Koi Aansoo Na Ho
Ye Zaroori TO Nahi
Ye Dil AndAr SE Toote
Or Chanak Bahar Bhi Sunai DE
Ye Zaroori TO Nahi
Hum AndAr SE Jal JaYeIn Or

Dhuaa Bahar Bhi Dekhai DE
Ye Zaroori TO Nahi
Duniya Apne DiyE Hue
Zakhmo PAr Marham Bhi Rakhe
Ye Zaroori TO Nahi

Sometimes in life,
you find a special friend;

Someone who changes your life
just by being part of it.

Someone who makes you laugh
until you can't stop;

Someone who makes you believe
that there really is good in the world.

Someone who convinces you
that there really is an unlocked door
just waiting for you to open it.

This is Forever Friendship.

THANK YOU MY SWEETIE PIE.. THIS IS FOR YOU...