You and I

You and I are connected
in a way that goes beyond romance,
beyond friendship,
beyond what we've ever had before.
It has defied time, distance,
and changes in ourselves
and in our lives.
It has defied every explanation.
Except one:
Pure and simply, we're soul mates.

I can't explain, I just feel it.
It's there in the way my spirits lift
whenever we talk.
The sound of your voice brings me home,
in a way I can't explain.
It's in the delight I feel, when we laugh
at exactly the same things.
When I'm with you,
it's like a tiny piece of the universe
shifts into place.
A place it's supposed to be,
and all is right with the world.

These things and so many more,
have made me understand
that this is a once in a lifetime,
forever connection.
A connection that could only exist
between you and me.
And deep in my soul,
I know that our relationship
is a rare gift.
One that brings us
extraordinary happiness
all through our lives.

Crying

 

I used to think about you
You drew circles threw my mind
But then you ran ahead
And you left me behind
You went and made your new friends
And then I was turned away
I love you and I always will
Is something I've always wanted to say
I know you never realized
The feelings I had for you
You'll never know the pain I felt
When you said that you loved her too
I was left out in the shadows
And my life just wasn't fair
When I was left on the floor
Crying with no one there to care

The Man In Me

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The Man in me
sometimes calm
sometimes wild
and sometimes stubborn
just like a child
The Man in me!

The Man in me
seeks people's advice
hear what they say
but do the things
in his own way
The Man in me!

The Man in me
is a wannabe
seeks limelight
and to the worst
for it he fight
The Man in me!

The Man in me
always fool around
and doesn't care
but to see the things
he's always there
The Man in me!

The Man in me
whilst being alone
like a solitary loon
braves chilly weather
and hates afternoon
The Man in me!

The Man in me
wherever he be might
and, no doubt, he fight
but for Thee
he does write
The Man in me!

The Man in me
always happy
treading his way
but hates to be called
the counter of RAY
The Man in me!

She Loves Someone New

Forget her name, forget her face,
Forget her kiss and warm embrace.
Forget the time you spent together.
Forget it all she is gone forever.

Forget the fact that she once cared,
Forget the love that she once shared.
Forget her love that once was true,
REMEMBER now there is someone new.

Forget you cried all night long,
Forget her when they play your song.
Forget how close you once were.
REMEMBER now how she chose him.

Forget you memorized the way she walked.
Forget the way that she talked.
Forget the times she made you mad.
REMEMBER how she made you feel so sad.

Forget the thrills when she said, Hi!
Forget the times she made you cry.
Forget the way she said your name.
REMEMBER now she is not the same.

Forget you saw her yesterday.
Forget her gentle and teasing way.
Forget the things you had planned to do.
REMEMBER now she is not with you.

Forget the times that went so fast.
Forget it all it is in the past.
Forget she said, I'll leave you never.
REMEMBER now she is gone forever.

Forget the past that I once knew.
Forget it all leave it too.
Cause she no longer loves me...
..She loves someone new...

Unspoken Love

You came to my life quietly, simple and the world stood still
I could not say a word or even simple gesture showed
So I love you in silence
Worship you in a distance
Dream of you from a far
The feeling was kept

I wanted to say I love you
I wanted to show you how I care
But became afraid, afraid that you'll laugh at me
Then in silence I try to find the fulfillment of my unspoken love....!!!!!!

You'll be Mine

l'd love to look into your eyes,
And be with you today.
You fill my heart with many things,
That I would like to say.


I love the way you smile and laugh,
With that funny little way.
Just makes me want to hug you,
Though so far away.

My love this day I send to you,
And hope you know it's true.
There's no one else I care about,
The way I care for you.


I want to say I love you;
Won't you please be mine?
You'll make me oh! so happy if,
You'll be mine!

Got Lost In Your Eyes

I get lost In your eyes
And I feel my spirits rise
And soar like the wind...
Is it love that I am in?

I get weak In a glance
Isn't that what's called romance?
And now I know
'Cause when I'm lost... I can't let go

I don't mind not knowing What I'm headed for
You can take me to the skies...
It's like being lost in heaven
When I'm lost in your eyes

I just fell Don't know why
Something's there we can't deny...
And when I first knew
Was when I first looked at you

And if I can't find my way
If salvation seems worlds away
Oh, I'll be found
When I'm lost in your eyes

I don't mind not knowing What I'm headed for
You can take me to the skies...
It's like being lost in heaven
When I'm lost in your eyes

I get weak in a glance
Isn't this what's called romance?
Oh, I'll be found
When I am lost In your eyes...

When You Love Someone So Deep Inside .. ..... ..........

When you love someone so deep inside,
It seems like it's so easy to hide.
You've loved him for so very long,
You would think he could do no wrong.

Every day you would hope and pray,
That he would always stay this way.
He treated you like you should be treated,
You thought your life was finally completed.

You thought your love was growing true,
And then one day it was all so blue.
He started putting you down and it hurt,
You thought all you were to him was dirt.

He started ignoring you and you wondered why,
All you wanted to do was curl up and die.
You thought your relationship would never end,
But that was all so fake and pretend.

One night he was so sweet to you,
You thought all those things were maybe untrue,
Two days later he was back the same,
You thought you were the one to blame.

He thought the relationship was getting too serious
And that you had become a little too curious.
By this time you knew it wouldn't last,
All the nice things he said were in the past.

You thought that you would marry him some day,
But this time God wanted to get his way.
You wanted things back how they were before,
But you knew this couldn't happen anymore.

It was a Saturday night about ten o'clock,
You heard the news and it wasn't a shock.
You knew this was going to happen soon,
As you laid there and cried in the pale lit moon.

A Rose Of Affection

If anyone should hurt you
And say a thing unkind,
Remember what I tell you,
And keep these things in mind.



For every one who makes you cry,
There are three who make you smile,
And a smile will last a long, long time,
But a tear just a little while!



If someone says a thing that's cruel,
Don't let it get to you,
There's so much good about you,
And your faults are very few.



So if a certain someone
Should act a certain way,
Just think of those who love you
And don't let it ruin your day.



Don't let someone who hates the world
Cause you to hate it too,
For behind the clouds is a golden sun,
And a sky that's bright and blue!

Accept Me

Accept me for what I am
Love me as long as you can
Then you will finally see
How strong my love can be

I’m destined the way I am
I see no hassle with that
That’s the truth from above
Everyone has to bear this fact

Everyone differs from others
Like me, so don’t bother
Noone can be like me
And i cant be like thee

So accept me for what i am
Im real and like no fakes
I think im a good person
For Lord never makes mistakes

...a note to my friends....

Dedicated to my few special friends:


Thousands f ppl..many faces…numerous voices…
But I choosed u…


Life comes with its own terms n conditions, a child takes birth in a family regardless of their wish…but soon realises dat dese are the people who will stand by dem in every need…


A bit later v find friends dat hold importance coz dis is d relation d very first relation chosen by us..
Dey become our second family…


But amidst dis all…v all have some one else also…as a part of growing v feel dat though v have the best family, amazing friends..but still dere is something which is not complete inside…v feel dat dere is a “void..”


N den as destiny takes us round..v meet dat “some one special”…n den d world is upside round…lol


But at tyms little confusions, regrets, expectations make us loose dat grip on d relation…v feel dat v have lost it…dat faith…dat love..which b4r was dere will never come back..n with dis assumption v decide to let it go off…yea…


But after some years v sitting among our families…who are laughing around…goofing vid each oder…”YOU” will feel alone…you will feel dat void again n den:


What is happening??
Why is this miss??
The way I am feeling..
Is the way I used to miss..
Is it a void ?
Or
Is it a hole?
Which tearing me apart
Is it my => SOUL
What can I do to make it heal??
What can I do 2 make it again beat??




But den u wont have any answers….n u ll feel lyk going back where u decided to LEAVE..


There comes a tym in our lyf when v feel dat d mistake is big enuf to let it go off…
V think d grudge is large to let go off..
Life is short n dis one will surely move on..
Will wait for no one…
Does’nt matter how strong u feel on n on…
It is true dat atyms v feel hurt…n v want dat pain to end…so dat we can again feel d way v used 2 be…we want dat relief…


But d answer 2 dis is neither “holding on” nor “moving on”….the answer is in d hurt itself…ven it seems difficuilt 2 trust…den start n try 2 evolve dat faith….

So if u feel that the relation was beautiful enuf..dat now just demands another chance..then give dat another chance before it is too late…becoz dere is no ryt tym to trust n dat will never come…its ryt now…its ryt here…believe again n u will see d hearts are mended..

HeartAche.. HeartBreak.....

I went through many pain and heartbreak
Getting hurt every one more time
But i never learned from my heartache
I keep striving to make you mine

I've wept, drenching my pillow
And i've wept all the tears in the world
My cheeks Shine bright from my tears
Hoping one day to me you'll turn

Through my story i should be blamed
B'coz you are the one who controled this game
In tears i smile, in joy i cry
Waiting one day this heart will be tamed

I cried and cried for the lies you lied
Yet the trust i have has never dried
Sitting by the window squeezing my curtain
Yearning of my heart I'll be loved again

Still In Love With You...

I'm still in love with you
Though i keep myself away
I live everyday on this thought
Wishing to have you one more day

My heart is so void and empty
Hearing the rattling noise inside
This noise of the broken pieces
Wondering whether like me you've cried

This pain lingers for very long
Which i'm sure you never knew
You just live everyday your life
Where i can never pass through

If ever things will get better?
Living my life without you here
Don't know whether it's bad or good?
I'll continue to cry for the coming years

My Angel....

My guardian angel is careless and free
It flew happily losing touch with me
But my cheeks are dampened by his tears
He has taken my smile like it's for free

When my lips shivered, quivered and frozen
It darkens in fear as the rain cloud visiting
Yet my angel is always content
For it wont abandone me since he's Godsent

But it loves to see me sad, afraid and alone
So that i will only weep in this wind cold
Showing my hands out expecting it to fall
So that i can embrace it like a precious gold

My pain can be felt by the angel's soul
It is willing to stand my misery told
I pray for this hurting to stop
So that my angel can taste my teardrops

Tears..........

As i watch my tears fall below
Unlike the tide, they rush very slow
Shining & sparkling with the moonlight
Carrying the happiness which no more in sight

The color they carry changing their tones
From white to red with the pain they hold
Paying no heed they want to escape
From those dim eyes that change the shape

As they rush carrying the emotions
The sob they accompanied with full tension
Shaking the lungs as noone could hold
Forming the pool below so cold

Building the wall surrounding myself
A wall of tears salty like hell
A shudder, a scream envelopping the soul
The dark loneliness taking his role