♡ ♡ ♡...Ɩ cℓσƨɛ мʏ ɛʏɛƨ...!!! ♡ ♡ ♡

I close my eyes, once again it's you that I clearly see
In the moonlit darkness, simply amazed by your beauty
Another nite has fallen, once again you are so far away
In the shadows so dark, so quietly I begin to pray

I close my eyes, once again I see your smile so sweet
You have a certain way, your love has made my life complete
Another nite does descend, once again the tears I must fight
All alone once more, still struggling just to survive the nite

I close my eyes, once again your voice echoes in my head
With a heart so heavy, I listen to every word you have said
Another nite closes in, once again silence is all that I hear
In this place so barren, wishing I could bring you so near

I close my eyes, once again it's your touch I long to feel
Too long it has been, still hard to believe this is all so real
Another nite I must face, once again how will I make it thru
Without you I am empty, I am nothing, I simply love you

I open my heart, once again it's your love that over-flows
My heart once so sad, now so happy because it's me you chose
Another nite now a memory, once again a new day does wait
I close my eyes, so proud to be in love with you, my soulmate

-- Amrit

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If I Knew

If I knew it would be the last time

That I'd see you fall asleep,

I would tuck you in more tightly

and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time

that I see you walk out the door,

I would give you a hug and kiss

and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time

I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,

I would video tape each action and word,

so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,

I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you,"

instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time

I would be there to share your day,

well I'm sure you'll have so many more,

so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow

to make up for an oversight,

and we always get a second chance

to make everything just right.

There will always be another day to say "I love you,"

And certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything I can do?"

But just in case I might be wrong, and today is all I get,

I'd like to say how much I love you and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike,

And today may be the last chance

you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today?

For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss

and you were too busy to grant someone, what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today, and whisper in their ear,

Tell them how much you love them and that you'll always hold them dear

Take time to say "I'm sorry," "Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."

And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today

-- Amrit

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Painful Love

Watching you from across the room
sends searing pain through my heart.
I think back to a year ago,
when I thought we'd never part.
My love for you just won't die down -
it just grows with each new day.
I wish you'd dare to look at me
and hear what I have to say;
"I love you and I want you back - "
but these words you just won't hear.
You don't seem to remember them -
all the memories I hold dear.
You were my first kiss, my first love
and now you don't even care.
How could you just blow it away?
We were the perfect pair.
you seem content to let me go -
You're doing fine as you are,
while I'm still missing how we were.
We had the best love by far.

-- Amrit

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Miss You

You're the Love of my life,
the one I never thought I'd find,
I think about You always,
I can't get you off my mind,

The days go by,
and you're not here,
I long for the moment,
when I can hold you near,

Time drags on,
ever so slow,
I Love you my darling,
and I need you so,

I wish you were here,
holding me close,
the warmth of your touch,
is what I miss the most,

I lie here in bed,
thinking of you,
I never imagined,
I could feel so blue,

These thoughts that I have,
they cut like a knife,
because I miss you so much,
the love of my life....

-- Amrit

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Lonely Heart

At night I breakdown and cry
and sometimes I don't even know why
my loneliness is driving me insane
so is my lonely heart the one to blame?

heart I'm calling on you
give me the strength to pull through
but still I must believe
there's another lonely heart out there
waiting for me waiting for me

I'm not sure which way to go
is it my heart that I should follow
heart I'm so unsure
and now I need you more than before

tell me I'm not the only
broken heart feeling lonely
I know everything heals in time
but can time heal this lonely heart of mine

heart I know your my only friend
and one day we'll find love again

-- Amrit

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Feelings

I met you not so long ago,
But you’ve already touched my heart,
With your smile, your touch and your loving presence,
It’s like I’ve been struck with cupids dart.

I fell in love with your amazing charm,
And your loving touch,
It’s like I already know we are meant to be,
It’s just I like you so, so much.

Every time I see you,
It make’s my heart skip a beat,
And every time I see you,
It make’s me feel complete.

I don’t know why I have these feelings,
Since I don't know you very well,
But when I’m with you i feel whole,
and like there’s something there,
But I guess only time will tell.

I hope you feel these things I feel,
Because I think together we’d be great,
But if you don’t Ill know,
It’s because I left telling you my feelings too late.

-- Amrit

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Bichhad Ke Tujhse . .. ....

Bichhad ke tujh se yehi khud ko saza di maine

Teri talaash main ek umar laga di maine

Tujhe jo dil se nikaala to yun laga jaise

Apne andar koi deewaar gira di maine

Goonge behron main raha jaise koi naabeena

Zindagi tere bina aese bita di maine

Jis ka her lafz adhoora raha sanam tum bin

Zindagi aesi ek kitaab bana di maine

Tujhko achaanak se jo khoya to laga

Zindagi ek hi lamhe main ganwa di maine

-- Amrit

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Waiting...

 Here I am once again at night,
Staying up waiting for you all that time,
And you don’t appear,

But I still wait,
Cause it’s your voice that I need to hear,

When it’s dark it can make everything alright,
It makes me know I’m not alone,
It gives me the power to fight,
And when everyone is gone,

I remember how we talked all the night,
And how it just felt so right,
So I put all my fears aside,

I close my eyes to see your picture on my mind,
And I try to reach you,
I blow all my problems away,

And try to think of every way,
to get there to you,
You’re the reason I’m still going on,

Without knowing the right words to say,
Without being sure of what I should do,
Without having any clue,

With just the thought that it may come true…

-- Amrit

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You Know

When you love someone so deep inside,
It seems like it's so easy to hide.
You've loved her for so very long,
You would think she could do no wrong.

Every day you would hope and pray,
That she would always stay this way.
She treated you like you should be treated,
You thought your life was finally completed.

You thought your love was growing true,
And then one day it was all so blue.
She started putting you down and it hurt,
You thought all you were to her was dirt.

She started ignoring you and you wondered why,
All you wanted to do was curl up and die.
You thought your relationship would never end,
But that was all so fake and pretend.

One day She was so sweet to you,
You thought all those things were maybe untrue,
Two days later she was back the same,
You thought you were the one to blame.

She thought the relationship was getting too serious
And that you had become a little too curious.
By this time you knew it wouldn't last,
All the nice things She said were in the past.

You thought that you would marry her some day,
But this time God wanted to get her way.
You wanted things back how they were before,
But you knew this couldn't happen anymore.

It was a Wednesday morning about 3 o'clock,
You heard the news and it wasn't a shock.
You knew this was going to happen soon,
As you laid there and cried in the pale lit moon.

-- Amrit

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Haal-e-Dil

Na hi main shayar na koi gayak
bas haal tutte dil da likh reha
jo hoyi mere naal kade
oh kahani apni likh reha
padhke haal dil da mere
loki shayar mainu dasde ne
jad teri gall karda hai
ta loki wah wah karke hasde ne

ki teriyan majbooriyan ne
ki teriyan maghrooriyan ne
dil vich rehan waleya sajjna
kis gall diyan banayian dooriyan ne
gam teri judai da das
eh rog kis waid de bas de ne ?
jad teri gall karda hai
ta loki wah wah karke hasde ne

haal apna suna dayiye
ta loki shayar hi dasde ne

-- Amrit

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Moving On...

They had been together for many a year,
Now all she can feel is fear.
She gave all that she could give,
It just wasn't the way he wanted to live.

He left without a backward glance,
Not even giving their love a chance.
She often wonders what she could have done,
To keep him from going on the run.

Now she is living all alone,
With nothing she can call her own.
She can barely make herself eat,
Wondering if her life will again be complete.

This woman is now moving along,
Building her courage, and becoming strong.
Time will heal her broken pride,
Toward the sunrise her heart will glide.

-- Amrit

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Bewafa

Aansu jo beh rahe hai inhein behne do,
Yeh keh rahe hai dil ki baat, kehne do,


Bohat bawafa ho Tum, yeh Hum ko hai maloom,
Tum Apni wafa ki baat, Apne tak hi rehne do,


Mila to kya mila Tumhein chahne ke baad,
Bas dukh hi seh rahein hai, Humein sehne do,
Tum ne to keh dala sab haal-e-dil Apna,
Ab Mujhko Apni daastan bhi kehne do,


Mar gaya auroon ke liye Main,
Tum Apni khatir Humko Zinda rehne do......!!!

-- Amrit

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Tum... Sirf Tum..

Mohabbat ka irada badal jana bhi mushkil hai,
Tumhein pana bhi mushkil Tumhein khona bhi mushkil hai,

Udasi Tere chehre ki gawara bhi nahi dil ko,
Teri khatir sitare tod kar lana bhi mushkil hai,

Zara si baat per aankhein bhigo kar baith jate ho,
Tumhein to hal-e-dil batlana bhi mushkil hai.........!!!

-- Amrit

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Tears...

So what if today we are far apart
U still reside in the hidden corner of my heart
So what if u don’t treat me as a friend any more?
I am learning to smile again; I will be successful for sure,
Whenever I miss u, I just get lost in memories of olden days
I still remember those lovely days, when in ur arms I use to lay

So easily u moved on n now u treat me as stranger
Still i tried to help u out but then u took me as a challenger
Sometimes I feel so hurt that I lock myself in room n loudly I shout
Its u who was wrong, its u who lied, n then its u who have doubts?
My poems were never to blame u, they were just my feeling’s portray
Its u who played with my feeling, then why cant I call ur fake love a betray?

Sometimes I curse my fate, because I met u, because I loved u
My feelings were true, tell me, that’s why am i in blues?
Today, i try to run away from this feeling called love.
Because a heartless person came in my life n acted like a dove,

But the bitter truth is, I am still in love with you
I still wish to spend some moments even if they r few
I cry a lot then try to find u in my tears………….
That crying never gave me pain but brought both of us near
Perhaps unconsciously I am trying to dream of that time
When world will be beautiful, I will be yours n u will be mine
You will be mine………

-- Amrit

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Jab Koi Nahi Hota

Khud hi chale ate hain jab koi nahi hota,
Ankhon se chalak jate hain jab koi nahin hota,


Dil bhi jis dard ko samait na paye,
Use seene se lagate hain jab koi nahi hota,


Alfaaz nahi milte jis dard ke liye,
Woh baat yeh keh jaate hain jab koi nahi hota,


In ansuoon se aqidat unhein to nahi Mujhko,
Yeh saath nibhate hain jab koi nahi hota............!!!

-- Amrit

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Not Angry

I'm Not Angry Because We Broke Up,
I'm Sad Because I Can't Let You Go..

I'm Not Angry At You For Not Loving Me,
I'm Angry With Me For Still Loving You..

I'm Not Angry That I Lost You,
I'm Sad Because I Once Had You..

I'm Not Angry That I Can't Have You,
I'm Sad Because I Know What I'm Missing..

I'm Not Angry That You've Moved On,
I'm Sad Because I Can't..

I'm Not Angry That You Won't Come Back,
I'm Sad Because I Keep Hoping You Will..

I'm Not Angry Because I Hate You And Don't Want To,
I'm Sad Because I Miss You And I Love You.......!!

-- Amrit

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It's You

 I’ve Seen You

And Touched Your Skin

I’ve felt your lips

Held You Tight

And I Know I Love You

Not Because Of The Way You Look

Or Because Of That Sexy Voice

Not Because Of The Things You Say

But Because Of Who You Are

When We Finally Meet

I will Kiss You

And Hold You All Night

I Love Everything About You

Because It’s YOU .. !!!!

-- Amrit

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Apne Vaade

 

Humne apne vade kuch is tarah nibhaye hain,
Zakhm se baha lahu fir bhi muskurayein hain,

Unhe junun apna karz chukane ka,
Apni khushi apna wajud mitane ka
Hamain bhi shauq mohabbat aazmane ka,

Inhi haathon se unki sej sajayein hain
zakhm se baha lahu fir bhi muskurayen hain.

Guzarish unki aankhe nam na ho meri,
Diya jo vada to na uff karenge kabhi,
Ashkon ke dariyon ko tham lenge yahi,

Koshish me hoton ne kitne ghav khayen hain,
zakhm se baha lahu fir bhi muskurayen hain.

Dua hai ki ab zindagi me koi majburi na ho,
Jise tum milo us se ab koi duri na ho,
Meri tarah uski kismat adhuri na ho,

shaakh se gir kar kayi phool murjhayein hain,
zakhm se baha lahu fir bhi muskurayein hain.

-- Amrit

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Dil Karta Jai

Teri ek hasi pe ye dil qurbaan kar jau,
Aitraaz na ho agar to tera dil chura le jau,
Na behne du kabhi in aakho se aansu,
Tu kahe to tere saare sitam seh jau.

Hasta hua rakhu tere labo ko hamesha,
Chumkar jinhe woh pyaari muskaan de jau,
Seene se laga ke rakhu tumhe,
mann to karta hai tujhme sama jau.

Sunta hi rahu tumhari dhadkano ko,
aur apne dil ki har baat keh jau,
gum ko kabhi kareeb na aane du,
aur tumhe zindage ki khushiya tamaam de jau.

-- Amrit

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Love You....

Sometimes we argue, I don't know why. Then I sit and wonder, why do I cry?

I cry because I love you, I cry because I care, I cry because I feel we have a love so rare,

Sometimes I'm afraid I'll turn around and you won't be there.
I love you every minute, I love you every day,
I even love you when we argue, I love you when we play

Sometimes I've wondered do you love me too, then I look in your eyes and I know it's true.

So when I say something a little
crazy or I do something you don't feel is right,
Please, let's try to work it out so we won't fight.

Some people take relationships
for granted

it's sad to hear but true,

I don't want this to happen, not with you.
I want our relationship to be completely from the heart

So we both know, no matter what we go through we will never part...

-- Amrit

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You Mean So Much...

 

Because you mean so much to me
When you left
I didn't know
How much I'd miss you
Or how that void would grow
Each day that passes
Takes a part of my heart
Each tear that falls
Reminds me we're apart
But in my pain
I can find a smile
Because I know
All the while
I would not miss you
If you didn't mean so much
I would not shed a tear
If I didn't need your touch
I can't wait to throw my arms around you
And feel your strong embrace
I can't wait to look into your eyes
And gently kiss your face
Missing you is difficult
But it also makes me see
I need you in my life
Because you mean so much to me.

-- Amrit

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♥ ♫ ♥ ♫...Lσʌɛ ιs αℓℓ, Aℓℓ ιs Lσʌɛ...♫ ♥ ♫ ♥

When you hold me like this so many memories fill my Eyes
the first time we Kissed the times we nearly said Good-bye

But still here we are tested and tried and
still True and stronger than we ever knew

Love is all the laughter and the Tears that Fall

the Mundane and the Magical, Love is all

All is Love the careless word, the healing touch

the getting and the giving of, all is Love

There’s a me you’ve always known

the me that’s a stranger still

The you that feels like home and the you that never will

but still here we lie tender and trusting and true

All the glory,all the pain, all the passion

that turns to ashes only to rise again

With everything that we’ve been through

Love is all, All is Love

-- Amrit

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The Big Question

When picturing my life,

You are in my arms..

Protecting you at all costs,

I will never cause you harm..

Give me a chance,

To show how much I care..

Life means nothing without you,

I will always be there...

I want to be with you forever,

You are the Love of my Life..

So sweet, beautiful and precious,

WILL YOU BE MY WIFE ???

-- Amrit

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