Would I Ever Love Again ???

In the dark with the music on
i reflect on this life of mine
and the emptiness only your eyes have
that only knows how to b i t ch and whine

and those hands, your beautiful hands
there the only part of you i know
we connected so many times
that i almost savor every blow

and that heart of yours
that refuses to beat
and the hate in your eyes
my only defeat

how the chains you have on me
break into my skin
I’m bleeding, I’m bleeding
but only from within

and even if i were free
id cling just the same to you
these chains don’t need to be visible
i know what I’m trained to do

id cry and beg
but in the end i would stay
this weak heart of mine
cant bear to betray

so forever and ever
ill push and ill shove
i promise never to abandon
i wont give up on love!

You Are ????

You are strong...when you take your grief and teach it to smile.
You are brave...when you overcome your fear and help others to do the same.
You are happy...when you see a flower and are thankful for the blessing.
You are loving...when your own pain does not blind you to the pain of others.
You are wise...when you know the limits of your wisdom.
You are true...when you admit there are times you fool yourself.
You are alive...when tomorrow's hope means more to you than yesterday's mistake.
You are growing...when you know what you are but not what you will become.
You are free...when you are in control of yourself and do not wish to control others.
You are honorable... when you find your honor is to honor others.
You are generous...when you can take as sweetly as you can give.
You are humble...when you do not know how humble you are.
You are thoughtful.. .when you see me just as I am and treat me just as you are.
You are merciful...when you forgive in others the faults you condemn in yourself.
You are beautiful... when you don't need a mirror to tell you.
You are rich...when you never need more than what you have.
You are you...when you are at peace with who you are not.

My Identity

In a silent boulevard of broken dreams
I searched in vain for an identity
The stars above dimming my gaze
But the moon is guiding me with glee

Joy on earth I found nowhere
Neither life took me anywhere
Happiness turns a grim face to me
Living in this world is hard to see

Finding among this madding crowd
Although can't find a friend for me
But I can only see the never ending path
Like an autumn with a single tree

Don't know where is my destination
Or something I have left behind
For my path is as gloomy as the mist
May be it's 'my identity' I can't find

Fool Like Me

Although I knew it hurts me bad
The worst part is when thought I had
The unseen feelings which did nothing
Yet I cherished it when I am waiting

People advise that life should go on
I should salute when they are so strong
People chucks when things are gone
But like a fool I think they are wrong

Heaven on earth I never saw
Even on pretty sunset that a kid draws
I will beleive if one thing exists
Is when you are beside, as I look in awe

But all I can, is stare and wonder
The day I felt in love is my blunder
Hiding within me the way I feel
Putting a mask as if no big deal

Fallen Angel

I was just another fallen angel
Wings drooped upon the floor
There's no beauty to them
They're worth nothing anymore

Places where the utmost beauty were
Now the holes of pain reside
There's no feelings left anymore
Nothing more to hide

How much longer until this stops
The pain, the hurt subsides
When can this stop feeling wrong
When can I stop dying inside

I have to pick myself up
To make this all go away
Patch up the holes in my wings
And learn how to fly again

I may not have the perfect wings
I've always wished for and adored
But I'll have to work with what I got
And show them, my life means more

I won't let myself fall anymore
Won't let them see me cry
I'll prove them wrong, I'll get back up
And teach these broken wings to fly.

My Tear Has Soul

Each drop of my tears
Would utter when it falls
Wishing the effort it has
To make our bond strong

It will regret every second
The escape from my eyes
For it has broken my heart
Like a hammer breaks the ice

But my tear has a soul
Where it never harms at all
When it hurts itself
I die in pain coz I'm its own

Why my tears pain in guilt?
Seeing the silence that you built
Is my excess love held responsibility?
On behalf of my tears do forgive me.

Do You Love Me ?

Do you love me when the stars are out
Can you see where I am
The brightest star tonight
Do you love me when you see the moon
As the world turns, can you reach out and touch me
Is my hair soft and golden,
Are my eyes close to you

Do you love me when the sun shines on a flower
Can you smell the grass and trees
Is that where you will find me
I want to be all of yours
Will you look at a butterfly and know I have passed by

Do you love me when you see a rainbow
Is my heart beating in time or space
Will you come to me if I close my eyes
I see you as I read many books to learn
My soul is calling yours, will you answer
You speak in every language
I hear your voice in the distance
I see you everywhere I turn.

Do you love me when I am walking near the ocean
As the seagulls sing above
And the sky reminds me of the blue in your eyes
I want you to be part of who I am
And when you do, we will be as one
I have an unconditional love,
Which I would like you to share
Do you see my heart loving you,
Until the end is near.

I Am A Castaway

Behind these glowing eyes
Hidden from everyone, all my lies
Many events that blocked my tears
The moments that I wasted my years

Life filled with unlimited pains
Soaking wet my deformed soul
Flaming my road to destination
Burning my skin with all vengeance

Slowly falling apart to pieces
Melting my heart to my feet
Alone in the dark street of fear
Heads turned away afraid to come near

But yet the last thing I'd see
Is the tears that flow from thee
That is the slow poison injected in me
I'd rather die if that makes you free

I Really Can't Do .......

My constant wish is to hold you
A simple desire that makes me blue
My love I have is out of the world
It takes a lifetime to stop this swirl

Even if I die, my life will go on
Gripping on my feelings that move along
Finding myself in pathetic pain
Because my love for you increased again

Holding you tight deep down my heart
Fearing I might loosen my grip
Do not know why I do this
I only know, you! I shouldn't miss

My strange feelings dominate me
I depend on them not breaking free
They enchant me, when on my own
By the thoughts of you, I'm not alone

Is this what one calls real love?
I tried to forget the message sent from above
But why is that I want only you?
Forget her boy! that's something I can't do

There is Only One Life

There's no more my heart can take
Always a second chance I want to make
Now it has become three, if it turns four
I will go away for I cant bear more

I can't rule your life for you
The choice is yours with what you do
Inside I have but nothing left
In times of love it feels like death

I'm only human, wanting more joy
Don't treat me like I'm just a toy
I hope from now you'll think of me
Through this distance, in love's loyalty

We have one life to walk in hand
At times it's hard, at times it's grand
None is perfect from mistakes we grow
Through thick n thin, through rain and snow

The future comes, but past forgot
Dishonesty n betrayal will only rot
This is the fact I want you to see
How much in life, you mean to me!

चंद बातें तुम्हारी : Few Things

तुम्हारी मासूम सी मुस्कुराहट
जो तुम्हें मेरे करीब लायी थी
कभी इन्हें खोना नहीं
वरना ये मेरे दिल में दर्द पहुँचायेगी.

तुम्हारे लबों से निकले शब्द
जो कभी मुझे इस दुनिया से दूर ले जाते
तो कभी मुझे मेरे वजूद से मिलवाते
और हाँ! एक पल तो इन शब्दों ने मुझसे
मेरा दिल ही छीन लिया था.

तुम्हारी गहरी भूरी आँखें
जिन्हें देखते ही उनमें बस जाने को जी करता है
क्योंकि वो बताती हैं कि उनमें मेरे लिये कितना प्यार है.

बस ये चंद बातें तुम्हारी
ये हर रात मुझे अहसास दिलाती हैं कि
मुझे प्यार है तुमसे.

English Translation

Your innocent smile
Who brought you close to me
Sometimes they do not lose
Otherwise this will cause pain in my heart.

Word out of your lips
Sometimes I take that away from this world
So sometimes my exist Milwate
And yes! These words to me one moment
My heart was snatched.

Your deep brown eyes
Who is seeing them live just to go
Because he tells them how much love for me.

Just a few things you
It makes me realize that every night
I love you.

ਸਾਥੀ ਜਨਮ ਜਨਮ ਦੇ ਬਣਦੇ ਸੀ ਜਿਹੜੇ ਸਾਡੇ,

ਹੁਣ ਬੋਲ ਚਾਲ ਤੋਂ ਵੀ ਪੱਲਾ ਛੁਡਾ ਗਏ ਨੇ,


ਅਜ ਸ਼ਾਮ ਵੇਲੇ ਸਾਨੂੰ ਉਹ ਯਾਦ ਆ ਗਏ ਨੇ,
ਹੱਸ ਕੇ ਮਿਲੇ ਸੀ ਜਿਹੜੇ ਰੱਜਕੇ ਰੁਲਾ ਗਏ ਨੇ,
ਜਿਹਨਾਂ ਨੇ ਖੁਆਬ ਸਾਨੂੰ ਉਲਫਤ ਦੇ ਸੀ ਦਿਖਾਏ,
ਸੁਪਨੇ ਚ ਵੀ ਉਹ ਸਾਥੋਂ ਮੁੱਖੜਾ ਛੁਪਾ ਗਏ ਨੇ,
ਸਾਥੀ ਜਨਮ ਜਨਮ ਦੇ ਬਣਦੇ ਸੀ ਜਿਹੜੇ ਸਾਡੇ,
ਹੁਣ ਬੋਲ ਚਾਲ ਤੋਂ ਵੀ ਪੱਲਾ ਛੁਡਾ ਗਏ ਨੇ,
ਦੀਵਾਨਗੀ ਦਾ ਰੁਤਬਾ ਇਲਜ਼ਾਮ ਵਾਂਗ ਦੇ ਕੇ,
ਦੀਵਾਨਿਆਂ ਨੂੰ ਹੁਣ ਉਹ ਮੁਜਰਿਮ ਬਣਾ ਗਏ ਨੇ,
ਮਜਬੂਰ ਤਾਂ ਨਹੀਂ ਓਹ ਕਰਦੇ ਨੇ ਇੱਕ ਬਹਾਨਾ,
ਰੁਸਵਾਈਆਂ ਦੇ ਡਰ ਤੋਂ ਦਾਮਨ ਬਚਾ ਗਏ ਨੇ,
ਅੱਜ ਵਾ ਪੁਰੇ ਦੀ ਵਿਚੋਂ ਆਈ ਮਹਿਕ ਉਹਨਾਂ ਦੀ,
ਆਏ ਨਾਂ ਹੋਣ ਭਾਵੇਂ ਲਗਦਾ ਉਹ ਆ ਗਏ ਨੇ,
ਇਕਰਾਰ ਕਰ ਕੇ ਕਲ ਦਾ ਆਏ ਨਾਂ ਉਮਰ ਸਾਰੀ,
ਵਾਅਦਾ ਹੈ ਚੰਗਾ ਕੀਤਾ ਸੁੱਕਣੇ ਹੀ ਪਾ ਗਏ ਨੇ,
ਮੇਰੀ ਗਜ਼ਲ ਚ ਦਿਸਦਾ ਚਿਹਰਾ ਉਹਨਾਂ ਦਾ ਮੈਨੂੰ,
ਰੁਪੋਸ਼ ਹੋ ਕੇ ਵੀ ਉਹ ਜਲਵਾ ਦਿਖਾ ਗਏ ਨੇ

Nacheez...

Main Layak Nai C Iss Jag De,
Mainu Rabh Ne Maa Naal Mila Dita,

Aapne Pairaan Te Khad Nai C Sakda,
Mainu Baapu Ne Turna Sikha Ditta,

Anjaan C Main Apni Rooh Ton,
Sohne Veeran Ne Deedar Rabh Da Karva Ditta,

Lakhan Bhullan Main Kitiya Honiya Jaane Anjaane,
Bhaina Diyan Doyavan Ne Ik Ik Te Parda Paa Ditta,

Jad Kami Mehsoos Hoyi Ik Sache Dost Di,
Tan Rabh Ne Rabh Varge Sajjna Naal Mila Ditta,

Shukar Gujaar Haan Main Os Parmatma Da,
Jisne Iss Nacheez Da Mul Paa Ditta

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ਤੂੰ ਵੀ ਸਾਡੀ ਇੱਕ ਮੰਨ ਪਿੱਛੇ ਜਾ ਨਾ ਜੱਗ ਦੇ,
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ਹਰ ਪਿੰਡ ਹਰ ਸ਼ਹਿਰ ਜਿਹੜੇ ਰੱਖਦੇ ਨੇ ਯਾਰੀ,
ਓ ਨੀ ਕਿਸੇ ਦੇ ਵੀ ਹੁੰਦੇ ਲੱਗਦੇ ਨੇ ਜੋ ਸਭ ਦੇ,
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ਅੱਖਾਂ ਖਾ ਜਾਣ ਧੋਖਾ ਚਿਹਰੇ ਵੇਖ ਕੇ ਹਸੀਨ,
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