I'll Survive

First I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to get along
and so you're back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed that stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me



Go on now go, walk out the door
just turn around now
you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
you think I'd crumble
you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I'll survive
as long as I know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I'll survive




It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart
kept trying hard to mend
the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
Now I hold my head up high
and you see me
somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person
still in love with you
and so you felt like dropping in
and just expect me to be free
now I'm saving all my loving
for someone who's loving me




Go on now go, walk out the door
just turn around now
you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
you think I'd crumble
you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I'll survive
as long as I know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive

-- Amrit

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What is Love??

Love is blind
Love is eyed
Love is sweet
Love is bitter
Love is care
Love is hesitation
Love is bare
Love is dare
Love is peace
Love is violent
Love is clear
Love is dirty
Love is prominent
Love is contaminate
Love is heaven
Love is hell
Love is crashing
Love is sticky
Love is critical
Love is mythological
Love is brittle
Love is malleable
Love is capable
Love is stressful
Love is innocent
Love is violent
Love is best
Love is worst
Love is nothing
But love is everything
Love is god
Love is devil
Love is evil
Love is shining sun
Love is blinking moon
Love is beautiful earth
Love is the worst larva of earth
Love is hurting
Love is paining
But love is lovable and love is pain clear
Love is like this
Love is like that
Love is too much
I can not describe
Look in side dear reader
You will find love everywhere hidden but prominent when looks closer
Love is not enough to understand but its
For me is love
I love the love and love does not love me

-- Amrit

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Forgive Me

 I need to say i'm sorry
For causing you this pain
I put you in this position
Where there’s nothing you can gain

I'm sorry I got mad
I'm sorry that I cry
But I hope that you can see
Because the truth is that I try

I really have no reason
To act the way I do
I guess it’s just to hide the fact
That I'm truly feeling blue

And I just want you to know
Its you I can’t live without
And I hope that you believe me
Because that’s true without a doubt

I hope that you forgive me
For all that I’ve done wrong
Because I need you in my life
To continue being strong

I know that once before
I tried to get you back
I just can’t let you see
That there’s so much that I lack

So please just one more time
Help me put this in the past
Because you are my true friend
And our memories will always last…

-- Amrit

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You Learn

After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul.

And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security.

And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises.

And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child.

And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans, and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. .

After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much.

So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to leave you flowers.

And you learn that you really can endure;
You really are strong, you really do have worth.
And you learn, and you learn
With every goodbye you learn.

-- Amrit

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Forgetting You

If forgetting you was as easy as loving you, I would never cry,
i would have moved on with my life and lived like a normal girl,
there would be no more question marks hanging over my head, nor
there would be this thought” Why am i alive, I wish i was dead."

If forgetting you was as easy as loving you, I would never pray,
there would be more happiness with your thoughts out of my way,
dreams would no longer wake me up in the middle of the night,
gazing into the skies, I would never wish to hold onto you tight.

If forgetting you was as easy as loving you, I would never fear,
every rising sun would bring a smile on my face and not a tear,
putting back the broken pieces of my heart, I will dance ahead,
with all the tears gone, my eyes will no longer look dark red.

You can go anywhere you want, can hide in any place you desire,
my love will never die, it will keep on going higher and higher,
though you have broken my heart and gone very far away,
on your mind, in your heart- Forever Only My love Will Stay . . .

-- Amrit

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Tears Dried Up

What if my tears dried up?

I must have a life of pain

My tears shall run like rain



As the pain increases I begin to shiver

The cold emptiness eats away

My once rosy cheeks turn to grey



what if my Longing gets more and more?

Absent my soul from me ...



And went to the moon from the face of the sky

Dimension and separation …

Pain and the longing ...



In moments of weakness I cry and cry my heart

I cry and cry my pain!

Please do understand I can’t live without U.

-- Amrit

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Nameless

Did you pass him on the street today,
Did you smile and say hello.

Did you wonder what his name was,
or everyday, where did he go.

Does he have someone to love him,
To talk to and reminisce.

Does he live alone with his memories,
Does he dream of his darling's sweet kiss.

The body now is old and bent,
And he shuffles along his way.

He's jostled by the rushing crowd,
They haven't got all day !

Spare a thought as you pass him by,
That nameless sad old man,

And always remember....
Today is part of tomorrow's memories,

Chase your rainbows, and even if you
don't catch them,
You may enjoy the journey.

Be happy and give happiness,
Love and be loved.

-- Amrit

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Up Until Now

Up until now
I had so much to say
but it's everything I've said
That's gotten in my way

I won't talk about you
Anymore to anyone
The time for that has passed
It's just over with and done

Supposed-to-be forgotten words
are still dancing in my head
And I'm just trying to "not remember"
A single thing you've said

 

I wanna forget all about you
Who you are and what your name is
Cause it's causing so much pain
And I honestly can't take this ..

My Pure Intention

Wrong actions you feel from me
Intentions are pure but you dint see
Painful to bear these haunting doubts
Unfair you treat this easily

No where to run to hide oneself
Whether from one or from yourself
The wound so deep leaving the scar
Ego and pride that had been marred

Smashed out my brain if I should stay
Will it be wrong if I block your way?
Happiness forever is what I wish you
Even if I have to walk on fire through

Wanting to be the reason behind your smile
For that I'm ready to change my life-style
The hand that wipes your tears should be mine
I'll strive till end to make your life fine.

Sadness

Why my days are always sad?
Everybody around thinks I'm mad
May be I lost my precious smile
But search in you, I 'll surely find.

Every night I kneel and pray
That I'll see you the coming day
It's like I am born anew
The moment my eyes set upon you

For what I have never had
That's not the reason, Why i'm sad
But my life becomes gloomy
That's when, you, i don't see

For you I carry a smile
That will last a long while
Now and forever my tears would know
The salty taste in it, purer than snow

Unspoken Love

You came to my life quietly, simple and the world stood still
I could not say a word or even simple gesture showed
So I love you in silence
Worship you in a distance
Dream of you from a far
The feeling was kept

I wanted to say I love you
I wanted to show you how I care
But became afraid, afraid that you'll laugh at me
Then in silence I try to find the fulfillment of my unspoken love....!!!!!!

A Love Like No Other

I never felt a love
Like this before
It's a love like no other
Something I have always hoped for

A love with friendship
Humour and heart
A bond so strong
It would never part

A love that makes you smile
From ear to ear
A love that is joyful
Without any fear

A love that is beautiful
From the inside out
A love with no tears,
Pain, or doubt

A love with soul
So tender and true
A love that I have found
Only in you...

Her Pain

Her eyes are swollen.
Her cheeks are red.
Tears pouring out of the lonely girl.
Love was all she asked for.
She got walked all over.

It seemed that no one cared for what she believed in.
As she lays in her bed, saying a prayer to make the pain go away.
She can't sleep, so she steers at his picture.
Trying to put the memories in her past.

She's waits to see, how she's going to make it.
As she struggles to get out of bed, thinking of what went wrong.
She has lost all the faith and all the happiness.
She is lost in the waking of her day.

As she has no one to talk to.
She's done everything to try to make it.
As one night she made her choice,
She can't live without him.

She swore that she couldn't make it without him.
As days go by, she doesn't want to come out.
She wrote him a note, saying that she will always love him.

One night she lost it.

Her mom came to get her because he came to see her.
She can't get her to answer her or the door.
As they break in her room, they have found out they lost her.

She lays with the note and his picture on her chest.

He was too late, she was gone and all he does is scream.

She had finally ended her pain.

Do You ???

Do you love me when the stars are out
Can you see where I am
The brightest star tonight
Do you love me when you see the moon
As the world turns, can you reach out and touch me
Is my hair soft and golden,
Are my eyes close to you

Do you love me when the sun shines on a flower
Can you smell the grass and trees
Is that where you will find me
I want to be all of yours
Will you look at a butterfly and know I have passed by

Do you love me when you see a rainbow
Is my heart beating in time or space
Will you come to me if I close my eyes
I see you as I read many books to learn
My soul is calling yours, will you answer
You speak in every language
I hear your voice in the distance
I see you everywhere I turn.

Do you love me when I am walking near the ocean
As the seagulls sing above
And the sky reminds me of the blue in your eyes
I want you to be part of who I am
And when you do, we will be as one
I have an unconditional love,
Which I would like you to share
Do you see my heart loving you,
Until the end is near.

I Miss You. .. ....

I miss you.
I miss your warm eyes,
the way you listen and care.
I miss your kisses
and all that we share.

I miss you.

I miss the touch of your hand,
so reassuring and sincere,
and the moments we spend together,
that I hold dear.

I miss you.

I miss all of the caring
things you do,
and spending the evening
alone with you.

I miss you.

I look forward to tomorrow
knowing that then,
I'll be one day closer
to seeing you again.

You must have
guessed it by now...

I miss you!

-- Amrit

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